Sunday, August 27, 2006

I must say that I'm not at all peeved or mad. But I still must voice out my feelings. Okay, first of all, D, you have no rights to judge what kind of people we are. I mean, you dont even know us. We did not try to understand her? We did not give way? We did not try to help? Who are you to say that? Gosh, you don't know us, and I don't expect you to know us. I don't care how you look at me/us. And seriously, I think you should just mind your own business. You ain't perfect too.

Lynn, I'm really upset that you don't trust us enough. After all those long talks we had over the phone, you still think of us this way. I thought we knew each other well enough to talk without any worries, but no. We did put ourselves in your shoes, but did you? We shan't talk about the past, lets talk about yesterday. The night before, you told me that you place us first in your heart, but thats just all talk. I can't see it. What I see is that you just wanna go to the party. Have you thought of how upset I felt? Do you know my mom and I started to prepare the moment you girls agreed to come? Do you know how much effort my mom put in for me? It's my wishful thinking that you will appreciate it. You think that if you don't turn up for F's party, you'll be a wet blanket. But have it occur to you that you've been doing the same thing to us since the year started. You said you DID try your best to come, but we also tried our best, did you see it? I'm afraid not. We all have different schedules though some of us are in the same school. We can meet up despite that we are dismissed in the evenings, despite the fact that some of us are working, despite the fact that Cindy's also doing her O's and handling her school work and work? Have you ever think about that ?
I'm really really upset. I no longer will bother if you'll come to our gatherings, if you'll have enough money, if you'll feel upset.
Try to think for us, please. We can have meet-ups at least once a week, we = me, jwen, cin, karinda, and why not you ? I guess you've no excuse. You've got O's but don't we have our projects and examinations?
Please...